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Post by Nikudou Natsumi on Feb 16, 2015 2:31:16 GMT
Okay, I'll do it soon I guess. I'll start it right after this then. 'Course he'll be the senior employee. I'm pretty sure he's older than me in age as well anyway ^-^ (As for how long that'll last at the rate MK is going . . .) Bonus PONIES. Or rather, the heads and necks (and part of a leg) of two ponies. The picture I found wasn't of the full ponies, unfortunately. Anyway, it's a pony with a not-quite mad but definitely accusing expression, pressing her nose into that of a nervous filly. It screams "Ran suspecting Conan is Shinichi" XD And so, I have to do it XD
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Post by Nikudou Natsumi on Feb 16, 2015 2:36:06 GMT
And here's my mini fic. It's not titled, cuz it was just a last-minute-before-bed kind of thing that I wrote in the moment. As a matter of fact, the reason why I didn't decide to go to sleep before it was finished despite being really tired is because I was afraid that I would lose the inspiration and driving force of why I was writing it. Anyway . . . here it 'tis:
There was a loud clatter as Conan’s glasses hit the wall. He stomped over to his futon and abruptly sat down next to it. He was tired. Tired of running, tired of lying, tired of this whole stupid Conan facade. It felt good to throw away his glasses, his disguise. What if he spent one day, just one day, without his glasses? He’d tell the shounen tantei dan he lost them, perhaps. And the spare ones as well. But it would be so freeing without those things covering his face, covering who he was.
But no, he couldn’t risk it. Not only because the Black Organization might notice him, but also because Ran definitely would. No, he had to keep playing as Conan, keep keeping himself locked inside, until everything is finally over.
And that’s why Shinichi, shrunken into the form of a little kid, was sitting up against the wall in his room, alone, crouched into a little ball, but keeping any form of wetness from his eyes from showing what he was feeling any further. He knew, that if Ran called him right now, Conan would come back all too eagerly and shut Shinichi out again. He needed time. Time to himself, time to be Shinichi for once without worry. If he didn’t, he was sure that Conan would one day overtake him, if he hadn’t started already. He looked up. Ran was out for karate practice, Occhan was off somewhere, probably playing pachinko. Wouldn’t it be okay, if he just walked around the house, just for this small amount of time alone, without his glasses, without anything that signified Conan? Oh, if only he were to have his actual body back, for just this small time. But what if Ran or Occhan came back early? What if something happened and he had to rush out of the house for something, but forgot his glasses? What if someone came to the door? What if someone he didn’t want to see him saw him through the windows?
He didn’t move. He didn’t feel like he could. If only this hadn’t happened to him. If only he hadn’t seen Gin and Vodka sneak away. If only he hadn’t remembered them from the rollercoaster case. If only he didn’t go to Tropical Land that day in the first place. If only the Black Organization had never existed . . . If only . . .
Slowing, quietly, he lost himself in the realm of unconsciousness.
*looks around nervously* What do you think of it?
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Post by Mikauzoran on Feb 16, 2015 3:15:21 GMT
*Glomps Shin-chan* Poor darling! He seems so lost! I really like the very real concern that Shinichi is losing himself to Conan. I like his paranoia as well about someone seeing him, something happening. I feel so bad, though, that he's afraid to lose the disguise and be himself even in the privacy of the apartment. I think the exhaustion showed well at the end. Poor baby. I liked it! You did a good job! Man. I just want to snuggle the poor dear.
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kkrazy256
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Post by kkrazy256 on Feb 16, 2015 3:29:38 GMT
Nice picture and lovely mini-fic Natsumi! I really enjoyed it. What if the antidote doesn't get complete until Conan is 17? That fear is realistic. I like seeing Conan's character being developed through fanfiction. They tend to be more realistic than the manga. I don't think he'd be fine and dandy. Great job!
This reminds me of my own story. I had a chapter of depressed semi-suicidal Conan in it with similar sentiments. (Which reminds me, I have to go update that eventually ahaha)
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Post by Nikudou Natsumi on Feb 16, 2015 3:40:30 GMT
Thanks! I guess the fic was better than I thought it was . . .
17 year old Conan . . . Reminds of the Stranger from 10 Years Later . . . One of my favorite OVAs ^-^ (The other one being Kid on Trap Island *grins*)
*tilts head in curiousity* What's it called?
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kkrazy256
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Post by kkrazy256 on Feb 16, 2015 3:53:28 GMT
Kid on Trap Island *laughs evilly* Now that one was full of fun! I still can't believe the studio exposed Kaito like that.
Ah it's called 'Rejuvenate'. The Conan part is in chapter 3. But the overall story is focused on Kid as usual ^^'
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Post by Nikudou Natsumi on Feb 16, 2015 4:02:51 GMT
I'll have to check it out. Thanks!
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neonquincy1217
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Post by neonquincy1217 on Feb 16, 2015 6:59:08 GMT
Oh I am such a crybaby D'awww c'mere you wittle-- *gives Shinichi a tight hug*
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geekygenius
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Post by geekygenius on Feb 16, 2015 12:18:32 GMT
That mini fic fit perfectly with your amazing artwork, Natsumi!!! It is always funny how people interpret images and pictures differently. And now I need to go and give Shin-chan a big hug and introduce him to the world of coloured contacts and hair dye
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Post by Nikudou Natsumi on Feb 16, 2015 15:12:39 GMT
Thanks guys! I didn't know the story was that good . . .
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