Dreams

[Nikudou Natsumi]

So my mind decided to traverse the fandoms last night. Here's what I wrote down (with some minor editing):

We were at some type of soccer game and Danny Fenton and other people from whatever fandom I don't remember were hiding out in the stands somewhere, going undercover. I went out on the field during the game (don't ask me how) and was surprised to see Danny refereeing it, and being good at it, too. Now, the whole reason we were undercover was because two people were being held captive with plans to be killed (sacrificed?) (and I knew one of those people) later that evening, and they were going to hold a heist tonight as well. I decided we needed help and was originally planning on going to the ponies (from MLP) for help. I must've changed my mind, though, cuz the next thing I remember doing was walking down the aisle of a crowded restaurant (that was lit up by daylight and filled with real people) just outside the stadium, looking for Percy Jackson. As I walked through, trying to figure out what Percy would look like in real life, I slowly glanced behind me and saw someone with short black hair and piercing sea-green eyes. Now I know what it feels like when people say, "You'll just know." Percy's gaze quickly broke down and he - she? The person looked/acted like/sounded like a girl that looked like a guy - kept giddily asking me something along the lines of, "So? Did it work? Did you know?" Then he introduced me to the people around him at his table, and to people I passed by earlier that were apparently related (I think to Annabeth, cuz they all had blond, erm, curly hair). I think it was the mom and someone who was getting married, but not the other half of the pair. I turned around, saw, and was introduced to that other half that was rushing down to get to his family by Blond Curls (who might've been Annabeth). Then I turned around and got to the matter at hand, telling Percy that we needed his help. He seemed to at least know about it, but he refused to help. I pleaded with him as I followed him out the door into the sunlight, telling him about the heist (I must've decided that this was a female fanfiction writer, cuz when she pronounced "heist" as "heest", I thought something along the lines of, "I guess there are other people who pronounce it wrong because they've only read it and never heard it spoken"). At some point the person I was pleading with changed cuz I was following Blond Curls/Annabeth/my brother's fiancee's friend (she looked more like the friend, but obviously knew and hung out with Percy) up the steep hill of yellow grass instead of the person I was acting like was Percy. I mentioned how someone was going to die as well as the heist, but she didn't listen. Frustrated, I overtook her and reached the top of the hill, looking out at the stadium.
Somehow, I got into the room of the people - two men - holding the heist and murders. There were two gigantic (think three-foot tall) freeze pops lying against the wall next to the door. one orangish-yellow and the other pink. They represent the people that were going to get killed. I picked the pink one up and might've started drinking from it (not sure) when I noticed the color changed to the yellowish-orange. I moved it around and it shimmered pink in the light before turning back to orange. Which meant this was actually the yellowish-orange color, meaning that the girl I knew had more time to live now - that we had more time to try and stop these people.
Dream. End.

Now that I think about it, I think Percy was a girl cosplaying as Percy.

[rainbowcupcake]

Urgh, so I kind of didn't want to write about this dream I had last night, because I'd rather forget all about it, but I guess my brain "likes" going back to the parts that are still there, so..yeah. It's a bit gory, so if you're sensitive about that kind of stuff, you've been warned.

I only remember the end, though I'm about 85% sure that there was more. Anyway, we - that includes me, my sister, my mum and a random homeless guy that I seemed to know (idk, maybe he was representing my brother or something) - were out in this field/park, not sure, watching a meteor shower and drinking some beer (which is actually weird because I haven't touched any alcohol in over a year, but in the dream it seemed very normal, like it was just something I did regularly). So that part was actually really nice, great thing to watch, very relaxed atmosphere and everything, everyone was having fun. And then "they" (idk who, it was just "them") started shooting fireworks. During a meteor shower. And the homeless guy got super angry and started ranting about how "they" destroyed such a phenomenal experience, etc.
So we kind of just decided to leave, because everyone was bummed and the event ruined and whatnot - which is when things go downhill, fast. I mean, it wasn't only our small group leaving, but a lot of people (there was a massive crowd) and there were two exits to this park thing. We got to the first and .. okay, so, my brain has (thankfully) decided that it's incapable of remembering this part in vivid detail, but there was an eye. Like, a human eye, removed from a body and other stuff, suffice to say it wasn't a very nice thing to see. And the gate was locked.
So I'm kind of just standing there in front of a locked gate, staring at gory stuff, trying to process without throwing up. I'm not sure if the crowed panicked at that point, or after we got to the second exit - which was, of course, also locked - and decorated with severed arms and .. you know, you get the idea. Anyway, people panic and it was .. god, it was terrible, and it was so vivid. I mean, just the sensation of so many people screaming and being terrified..I don't even have the right words for it. And just this sheer panic, because I didn't know what was going on but it obviously couldn't be anything good, and, well I was basically standing right in front of bloody body parts. And you know, when a situation seems bad and then you start thinking about ways it could get even worse? For example, someone massacring an entire park full of people? Yeah.
That's actually when I woke up, and for the first few moments, you know when a dream is still fresh in your mind .. I actually almost threw up, I mean the gore was disgusting and unsettling and the whole experience was just horrifying. I kind of wondered what would've happened after, if I hadn't woke up at that moment - but then I kinda don't want to know, I mean it didn't exactly look like something good was about to happen.

I'm not sure what produced this dream, but - I've been binging Elementary for three days, so that's a lot of dead bodies and things and then there was the stuff happening in Paris, so idk, I was thinking maybe that was my brain's way of dealing with those things. If that's the case, it was a very ... lovely ... combination. Or maybe it was something entirely different, one can never be too sure when it comes to dreams. In any case: Thank you brain, it was a wonderful experience.

So yeah, I was trying my best to just forget all about this (kind of had to press pause on my Elementary binge too .. I've been rather queasy for a good part of the day, especially when looking at dead bodies, even if they're not real), but then I wanted to go to bed - still do, I'm really tired because this dream woke me up way too early - and realized that I was a little bit afraid of a repeat performance. I don't know, I guess I was hoping that it would help to get it out of my system.
Not sure if it did, I'll see. *big relieved sigh* Okay, yeah I do feel a bit better now that I've let it out. Guess I'll go to bed then and hope for dreams full of rainbows and unicorns.

[Nikudou Natsumi]

That sounds horrifying, rainbow D: At least you woke up before things could get much worse. I wish you plenty of good dreams, and call on Mabel to make rainbows and unicorns happen.


. . . Weird transition, but I have a dream from two nights ago, so I don't remember too much of it, but here's what I can remember:

So I don't know if Dipper and Mabel Pines were there at the beginning, but there was this weird amulet thing that, if you held it, either made you have green scales like a lizard, or . . . I don't remember what the other animal was. My mind is leaning toward elephant, but I'm not sure. Anyway, it can turn two people into these half-creatures, and I remember something about me and the person who had scales fighting over the amulet and getting stuck in the closet of our basement. Like, not locked in, but literally stuck, and one of us was slanted upside down, too . . . So eventually I gave a proposition. We switched which animals we were, cuz I really wanted to be the lizard person. And so we did.
Flash forward. Apparently the amulet could actually turn you into the animal, too, because now I was crocodile, not that I was complaining. Me, Dipper, Mabel, and a couple other people I didn't recognize were in the shallow part of the lake around dusk, I think, cuz everything looked like it was bathed in golden yellow light. I think I had started going away from the group before someone warned me that there was a waterfall. Through their explanation of why I shouldn't go that way there was a rather realistic-looking sequence to show what it would be like. Surprisingly, it wasn't because I would fall down the waterfall that it was dangerous to go there. It was because I would probably be picked off by an eagle. So, of course, I went back to the group. Then there was this really annoying adult, and I felt like playing with him by opening my mouth and just bringing it over his head. Not enough to hurt him, but just to scare him. I thought about what that'd be like, and how Mabel and Dipper would react. I think I woke up before I could actually decide whether to do it or not.